Its over.... My last hurdle... Now I have to wait and see if I cleared it. I feel that I will but there's this uncertainty in myself. I shall leave it to God now. Spent the rest of the evening at the airport. Its become almost a custom for me to go to the airport after an exam.. Talked to God, read the bible a bit, thought a lot. I want to be serious for Him already. I've had enough of failed attempts, enough of wrong choices, enough of feeling that I'm not trying hard enough. Commit myself to a new assault on my emotions and on the temptations.

The devil knows my weak points... And he will exploit them. I know he tried to when I was sleeping through my dreams. But I have my Rock, my Tower and my Fortress. He protects me. He is what I cling to... When I am weak, He is strong. He is my joy. I will choose whats right!

Holding back from returning an insult to someone who insults you is not easy... I don't mind it coming from people I'm close to, people whom I'm comfortable with. It just irritates me when it comes from someone extra... I've nothing good to say so I shall shut up.